subconsciously forced into something i consciously do not trust nor believe...
have i hid from all reason and science?
Have i tried to explain something I should not?
One dream told me if i refuse to belive,
i will be punished.
Well i am being punished now, and if god is real he will send me a sign, of hope.
without that sign.
without the knowlege that someone cares for me.
i cannot continue this journey,
one this wrong path.
but i will keep searching for the right on.
Because as dead as i feel on the inside.
I know there is more.

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